The Change part 3: Exposed and Vulnerable

It took a while to realize
That she was ill
And not a cold or an easily got over infection
The kind of illness that
Requires specialists
Hospital visits
Vast quantities of time off work
Pitying looks from friends
Bunches of flowers
And cards

The operation happened so fast
She had a week to get
Her affairs in order
To rearrange, to re order her life
And commitments
To tell people
To say goodbye
And she cried a lot that week
Unexpectedly in places and in front of people
She was exposed and vulnerable

And she let everyone see it.

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