Breathe
Not again
I don’t want to go through this again, I don’t want
to, I don’t want it, I don’t want it
Take it back to the
kitchen this is not what I ordered
This is not my life
This is someone
else’s
I don’t want to go
through
This again
I don’t want her
To go through this
again
And not now when she
will remember
It was bad then
But at least it was
before her memory
Remembered it all but
now – she knows and understands with crystal clarity all it is that she will
suffer
Take it from her –
give it to me
Don’t make her suffer
it breaks me.
I am overwhelmed by
my own emotions
Fear,
But stop.
I make a fist and
inside the fear
I open my palm and I
give it
I offer it
I offer and surrender
it
Small as a hazelnut
I offer it and let it
go
And I breathe
I let it go with the
breath of Ruah
It lifts and floats
off and
Is hidden in Shaddi
And I do not need to
worry
Or transmit
I can
Just
Be
Breathe.
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