The Change part 5: Her Black Heart Beats The time of the black. She hates him for dying, she is so angry he left. She is in a state of flux, ripples of sadness. And dualistically Joy at his departure. She is free at last She can be her own self But how to? Her template was damaged, Flawed, imperfect to start off with. His hurts and disappointments, misadventures and bad behaviour, He wore like a traje de luces , a waistcoat of many lights. It caught the sun in different seasons. And he was exposed time and again. And yet she has no choice. She has to love him To offer him fealty Because he is The Father. The ultimate Authority Male. Her stumbling block. Her fear, the greatest fear, of his disapprobation, his scorn, of being ignored, rejected and forgotten. Her hatred Her disavowal of God in her distress “I don’t like him, I don’t trust him” He causes her misery and rage. And yet she must imperatively Lov...