Chap Book #6 The Fragile Knots of Time
Kintsugi I see myself stockpiling useless rubbish, broken and disintegrating bits. I do not need them. I must simply let them go. Boxes of broken sculptures are holding me back. I am the deconstruction, I have ruined myself, and I cannot be fixed easily. I begin confidently saying to myself, “I can fix it… I can mend it”… but this is untrue. Only the Great I Am can repair this broken thing I have become. Only They can mend the un-mendable, redeem the irredeemable, fix the unfixable. In my brokenness, in my weakness, in my fragmentation, I have a strength in the hope that the fragile knot of time can be undone, then strongly reknotted. The Author of the Universe is the artisan craftsperson who is creative and inventive. They mend with slivers of gold in the Kintsugi way. The golden repair, the golden join, making me whole again. Making beauty out of an undoing. Perhaps I am never going to be ready or fully comprehend this gift. Bu...